Yesterday, I really just felt nuts. Maybe my time of the month is coming and my body is learning to adjust to all these crazy woman hormones again after not having to deal with this monthly thing for so long (sorry if it was tmi). There was all sorts of yelling and frustrations throughout the day and then right around the time Brave got up from nap I had a sudden urge to rearrange the guest room. Yeah, woman hormones, right?!! There I was with three girls playing around me and I was turning this room upside down and inside out cleaning and changing it around.
Then, since this room cleaning took awhile, dinner was running late and I was scurrying around getting their little tummies fed, cleaned up, and put to bed. I so love this sun going to bed earlier thing because they all go to bed promptly at 7! If you are wondering where Ben was, he was still at work and didn't get home until well after the girls were sleeping. As soon as they were all put to bed, I warmed myself up a can of sardines and ate it with some whole wheat bread all by myself at the table. Peace and quiet.
Okay, so as I sat and reflected upon the day, I was so mad that I was so cranky at the girls. I really just felt nutty and just crying from frustration. Frustrated that I can't keep up with laundry, frustrated that my room is such a mess, frustrated that my studio is such a mess. I guess basically that my whole house is such a mess and I can't seem to keep up! Well, thank God for Christ, forgiveness, and a brand new day!
Of course, when I think of the sweet, funny moments like Soul stuffing her face at lunch, all the crankiness and frustrations disappears.
Today will be a better day for sure! And tomorrow will be even better because it's Ben's birthday!!! Woot! Woot!
Hope you all aren't nutty like me! ;)