Sorry to kinda recycle this picture as it was from my most recent Polaroid Tuesday, but I liked it, so I am sharing it. I also really love this vintage tablecloth that is on. I just love the pink, greens, and yellows. It is a perfect mix and perfect for love day.
Good news. Ben and I are friends again. God softened my heart, though I must say I really kept fighting for it to not get softened. Though, I did hear a quote from a sermon recently that said, "bitterness is the poison you drink, hoping somebody dies from it." It went something like that. Basically, bitterness is no good. I kept thinking that yesterday as I was battling holding a big grudge against my husband. It felt good to be mad, but at the same time, I know it wasn't what was loving. Loving him or loving God. Darn it. I was just really super mad though, but I couldn't hold onto my anger forever.
In a marriage, there definitely needs to be God and a lot of grace and forgiveness. I am also blessed to have friends who listened to me rant and rave about my feelings and point me towards the cross. Well, as much as I was super-duper mad at Ben, I am glad we are friends now. I still love him.
Back to the regular scheduled happy stuff tomorrow. Thanks folks for listening!
P.S. As requested, here is the link to the jam thumbprint recipe, but instead of one print, I used two to make the heart!